Back after a very very long time....
Lot has happened in the intervening period. There was another spin of roulette and I found myself working in a new role at new location.
Such changes are always difficult as these challenge you to very limits of endurance. You have to work in a new environment with new team.
Once again God helped me by granting a team of excellent human beings and very competent professionals. Things have gone well so far. But it is only the beginning of a transformation I need to undertake. This also marks beginning of end of a long love story..
Change of year also provides you with an opportunity to reflect on what went well and what did not.
Two things which went very well in this year are:
- Stabilised PTA5/6
- Could survive another change of job profile
Two things which did not go very well:
- My continued trust on thankless and back stabbing people
- Not able to devote time to family
Over the years, I have sacrificed a lot for my profession, I love the work I do and am fully committed to it. Have I been justly rewarded for it? Not for sure. But, the commitment to continual excellence is never easy.
Frequent job profile changes have reinvigorated on one hand whereas taken toll on the other.
Selective application of rule books demotivates and demoralises, But then it is part and parcel of life, hazard of profession, so to say.
My family has supported me in everything I have done so far. Thanks to them for having endured my single minded focus.
What I need to change:
- Evaluate and reject some people from my life
- Break free and take up bigger and larger challenge (has to happen soon)
- Don't fall for empty promises
- Spend more time with family
- Take out time for self
Has been a tough year. Bruises are all raw, pain is all round, but resolve is not broken. It is the part of night just before the dawn and hence a beautiful morning will follow soon.
Signing off with these thought, Will come back tomorrow on resolves for 2017.
Wishing a very happy new year to you and your family.
